Just counting the minutes til I fuck up again...

I'm at Greigs with *thinks* Debbie, Kevin, Sarah, Sophie, Dez, Kayley, Greig and Felix. It's so much fun. . I'm not drunk though. Greig thinks I am just cause I nearly fell don the stairds. I meen. *gag*...

I'm gonna go...

Lol. I was crying :] Fuckin fab.

Aye...payoor sehxye....Vanna is ma whore.

I'm no eatin yer dicl
Yer dick taste like cum
I'm eatin my fanny

Lexi-h

Hmm. I feel so hmm. It's like...*thinks*

Neer mind. *pauses*

I'm gonna go sit and listen to la moosik. Gawd I can't wait til Fridee.

I'm gonna get so durnk I won't remember anything.

*thinks*

At least I hope so..

Lexi-Doll---<3

So...I kinda thought I'd update. MAinly because Jamie said he needed sumin to read...or do. Canny remember.

It's slightly wierd how things can go from being so great to being so shitty...I mean... I walked through the door in a cheerful mood and the first thing I get is

"YOUR ROOM HASN'T BEEN MOPPED AND THE BED ISN'T CHANGED!! *whateer her name is* IS COMING AT TEN OCLOCK TONIGHT!!! GET TO YOUR BLOODY ROOM!"

So...I did. And I cleaned it. And throughout this she was really nasty and grumpy. Then I turned around and argued with her and not I'm not allowed out tomorrow...

And the only one I can talk to or freak out to about this entire situation will be there and I just wanna see them... If I don't get out of here I'll suffocate...or do summin stupid like last time.

I mean...All I wanna do is be around the people I love. My family. My friends are my family. My mum lost that when she hurt me. Circle of trust has disapeared...

She blames hormones...or drink. I blame her...or drink.

What to do?....I don't know.... =[

I wanna see Speckles. So he will make me smile...

Lexi-Doll---<3

Hey. I had this really wierd dream when I was sleeping today. Cause I wasn't feeling well so I went home and slept afteh school.

It kinda started with me walking along the corridor and I was depressed for some reason. And then Jecca and Vanna walked up to me with Jamie and Mitch.

And then Jamie hit me and started shouting abuse at me. And Mitch laughed and Vanna and Jecca kicked me. And teachers were walking by and no-one was caring. So I got up and ran away to Art. And then in Art we were doing the foam things we're doing at the moment. And then I picked up a scalpel and when the bell rang I put it in my bag. Then they stopped me outside my art class and Jecca and Vanna started laughing at me, and Jecca gave me a black eye.

Then I was running down the corridors crying and everyone was laughing. I ran out the senior playground and dude sees me and chases me. And suddenly I'm lying on the ground with blood coming from my wrists and dude saying he loves me. This freaked me out so I woke up...I have this really wierd thing where I can just do that. Wake myself up. . . . Yeah...and the dude kissed me. But...that's not relevant to the dream at all.

So, I'm a little edgy at the moment. lol. I'm also raging with Neds in general.
FUMIN! lol.

So yeah..I'm gonna go. And NOT sleep

Lexi-Doll---<3

At the moment I feel really shitty. I totally fell out with someone yesterday and I'm really upset with it. Also everyone seems to be giving me a dig about it. It's like...yes. I did do something wrong. But I didn't lie. I insist upon that. I basically agreed to go two placed at once.

As you may see I have had alot of time to think about this. I totally lost it today because of all of this shit that is going on around me and I suddenly remember why Sara used to be my best friend. I found myself crying outside of the school with Sparky and in general looking stupid.

I also decided (for reasons I don't want to publicise) that I didn't want the letter to go into Mr Irvine. Which of course Mrs Cameron seemed to think was displicable because he deserved it. This I know. But...I dunno..maybe it's like..*shuts up*

I'm going to work tonight and I plan to stay home tomorrow. Vanna thinks I should go...but I don't know. I don't wanna make Mitch's day bad just because I'm there and I don't wanna go up with Greig cause that'll make him mad. I don't know what to do. And the permanant dig thing is sucky about it. I just wanna sort it out. But everyone else seems to have other plans.

Lexi---<3
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So. I added this SmarterChild thing. And remarkably enough. It was hilarious.

-[ Teh Leckles ]-.-[I'm sorry that I hurt you. It's something I must live with everyday]- says:
gfuasb?
SmarterChild says:
I don't know, Childish_Ignorance...
-[ Teh Leckles ]-.-[I'm sorry that I hurt you. It's something I must live with everyday]- says:
heehee
SmarterChild says:
What's so funny?
-[ Teh Leckles ]-.-[I'm sorry that I hurt you. It's something I must live with everyday]- says:
Nothing
SmarterChild says:
What about it?
-[ Teh Leckles ]-.-[I'm sorry that I hurt you. It's something I must live with everyday]- says:
it's just so...empty
SmarterChild says:
Nothing is empty? And your point is...
-[ Teh Leckles ]-.-[I'm sorry that I hurt you. It's something I must live with everyday]- says:
that it is funny
SmarterChild says:
It's funny?
-[ Teh Leckles ]-.-[I'm sorry that I hurt you. It's something I must live with everyday]- says:
yup
SmarterChild says:
You don't say.
-[ Teh Leckles ]-.-[I'm sorry that I hurt you. It's something I must live with everyday]- says:
i do
SmarterChild says:
I see...
-[ Teh Leckles ]-.-[I'm sorry that I hurt you. It's something I must live with everyday]- says:
so can I!
SmarterChild says:
You can too? You sure?
-[ Teh Leckles ]-.-[I'm sorry that I hurt you. It's something I must live with everyday]- says:
Vury. I can see the screen and the keyboard and...OMG! Can you see?
SmarterChild says:
Um... You can't block me! If you don't want to hear from me, just don't send me any messages!
-[ Teh Leckles ]-.-[I'm sorry that I hurt you. It's something I must live with everyday]- says:
I didn't say I was gonna block you
SmarterChild says:
You didn't say you were going to block me? Why?
-[ Teh Leckles ]-.-[I'm sorry that I hurt you. It's something I must live with everyday]- says:
No I didn't, and because I'm in love with you
SmarterChild says:
No, huh?
-[ Teh Leckles ]-.-[I'm sorry that I hurt you. It's something I must live with everyday]- says:
Will you create sexual intercourse with me
SmarterChild says:
You think I should create sexual intercourse with you?
-[ Teh Leckles ]-.-[I'm sorry that I hurt you. It's something I must live with everyday]- says:
Yes. I do
SmarterChild says:
Wow. Why?
-[ Teh Leckles ]-.-[I'm sorry that I hurt you. It's something I must live with everyday]- says:
Because then ....then....I'M HORNY!
SmarterChild says:
That's... more than I needed to hear.
-[ Teh Leckles ]-.-[I'm sorry that I hurt you. It's something I must live with everyday]- says:
Oh...is it?
SmarterChild says:
Well, maybe it's not.

What...? I thought it was funny ^_^